Never have I known the joys of life until now

OK... So Just after posting the poem below this one, I ran accross this poem that lifted my spirits. Still yet my words, just when GOD wanted me to say them.

Never have I known the joys of life until now
Many ask me “Why now and how?”
…
Only recently have my eyes been opened to perfection
This new standard with open expectations
It’s the interaction between relations
Laughing, smiling, and loving sensations
The touches, the moments, and pointless conversations
Which true meanings surpass their simple definitions.

Never have I known the joys of life until now
Many ask me “Why now and how?”
…
It’s as if I found a stolen key
The key that unlocks the heart and soul of me
My destiny
And everything God meant for me to be.
I’ve been granted vision to see
And I see a new world in front of me.

Never have I known the joys of life until now
Many ask me “Why now and how?”
…
The more I sit and contemplate
And try to see how life relates
The more I see it complicate
So Wait!
Now I must simply appreciate
The tiniest, simplest acts of fait
And thank God that it is not too late.

Because never have I known the joys of life until now
And I know not… why now or how

Just Rest

I am sooo tired,
mentally, physically, and emotionally.
I am sooo tired,
of the ciaos and uncertainty.
I need a vacation
from today
To escape
this reality in some type of way.
I need to adopt a persona
In which, I pretend
For only one minute
Well… maybe ten.
But in my new fantasy
Things would be fine,
and relaxation can take over
my body and mind.
There would be no problems to solve,
Nothing to discuss,
No worries in mind,
And no need to rush.
The stresses of life
Will release and set free
Every emotion
That is currently handcuffed to me
And for those few minutes my soul
will just rest
and recharge
before returning to this world and this mess...

Dubby's Song

This is a song the I have sang to Damarea sine he was born.
It is our special song. What really melts my heart, is that now that he is bigger, he will come to me, and ask to be held, and sing it to me, asking me to sing with him. ~Simply Adorable~

I love you... I Love you...
I love you Damarea
The day you came to me,
Was such an amazing day.

I love you... I Love you...
I love you son I do.
There is nothing in the world,
That I wouldn't do for you.

I love you... I Love you...
I love you son today,
Because you touch my heart
in such a special way.

I love you... I Love you...
I love you till the end
and to make sure you know it
I'm going to tell you again and again.

Sunday at the Park

As if our weekend wasn’t fun enough, we decided to spend Sunday with our friends Melissa and Ariana.

First they invited us all over for a delicious breakfast. Then that afternoon we met back up at the park and let the kids run. They had fun, and they play so well together.

We love our Friends. And that just put the icing on top of a Great Weekend!

To see all of the pictures from this outstanding weekend, visit my online album: http://picasaweb.google.com/MsNikkiMunyan/October2009##

Benicia Came to Visit

Today I am testing myself... We have invited Benicia to spend the day and night with us. We picked her up around 12 then picked up my mom and took a trip to Art Beast. Benicia loved it and Damarea had just as much fun as he did last time... We only stayed an hour, but by that time both mom and I were tired out. We just had to go. I didn't even get that many pictures because the kids were running around so that I couldn't keep up and take pics. Never-the-less we had a blast, and I was so glad she was able to come with us for this.

We dropped Mom off on the way home, from then on it's been two against one. LOL They are adorable all by them selves, but together they are a force to be reckoned with. They have been running the halls like crazy, entertaining themselves, while I put together dinner. Now that we have had dinner, we three have played a few different musical games: Ring-Around-the-Rosie, The Hokie Pokie, and the Itzy Bitzy Spider. Ring-Around-the-Rosie was especially funny after I stepped out, because they didn't figure out that they had to let go of one another before they tried to stand up. They had the hardest time it was hilarious.

Well I should get off the computer because its almost bath time. I will upload and share the pictures I did get Monday or so. My life is so blesses to be filled with little angels like these.